sharing a computer with a nutrition science major like
trans people taking testosterone need to drink orange juice cause testosterone weakens your immune system!! trans people taking estrogen need to drink milk cause estrogen causes calcium to be absorbed less
> opens itunes
> clicks shuffle
> delfino plaza theme
Oh god what have I done
What am I doing
I’ve been torturing myself with evil thoughts.. but yet faced everyone with a painful smile and a “I’m doing good, thanks!”
I couldn’t open up. I let that evil tear me apart from the inside, manipulate my mind, let me do things for the sake of my sadistic thirst. I let myself walk away from my friends in bitter silence. I told myself they could never care about me, who would.
I lied to myself. Again.
I let myself torment my wonderful, bighearted, caring, sweet lover
by shutting them out
and let them cry over me and fear for my life for over 4 hours.
I need help. I need a solution. I need a plan.
Someone could tell me I’m the most important person to them a thousand times and I’d still be terrified of annoying them.
A black boy gets murdered and his community stands up for him and are attacked by police for over 2 months and are deemed animals and violent rioters
white people set cars on fire over some damn pumpkins and get called “rowdy” aint that some shit